Yep, my title says it all. That’s what I tell myself everyday when I get up for my 530am class to work my campers out.
They are so dedicated! First, I thought for sure the 530am would be the class that would struggle with attendance. Yes, we have our low days here and there, but for the most part – they are all super committed and I’m pleased with the numbers. I see them working out hard – nobody slacks – and I am seeing their endurance improve and their strength only getting stronger. One of my campers has lost 15 or so pounds and today she ran a mile with no breaks and overall ran 2 miles in the hour. I am envious of all of them. Why am I?
Because they are doing what I need to be doing!! haha! Yes, I eat good most of the time and I exercise here and there, but I’m still not committed like the “old me” used to be. I want to be…for me, and for my kids. Charlie runs around like a maniac, I gotta keep up. Plus, I really want to be a good role model for my campers. Fat and happy is NOT a real thing. Happy is…but being fat is unhealthy and it’s disrespectful to my body as a whole. My body is angry at me. So, yes, I’m happy for 50% of the time, but the moment something is uncomfortable or doesn’t fit right, I am super self conscious and all I focus on is how fat I am. That’s not cool.
Yummy bites of food lasts for seconds but the aftermath lasts for a lifetime…unless I fix it.
The good news? I can finally see my jaw line. My neck and jaw were starting to blend into eachother. 🙂